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Monday, June 22, 2009 A lot of things have been changing.My father died three months ago. I'm now 9 weeks and 4 days pregnant...yaaaaaaaaaa. Mike and I found out that our bid on one of the 9 houses we put bids on was accepted. We started escrow today, and we should be closing around the 24th of July. We'll hopefully be painting and re-carpeting the house before we move anything in at all! I'm so excited I can barely stand it! Above all, I wish my dad was here with me to celebrate in the joy of what's going on. Father's day just passed, and I spent the day trying to ignore what day it was. In fact I slept most of the day, and thought about him non stop. I felt lonelier than ever because M was with his study group, and not with me. Sunday's are a nightmare for me this Sunday was no exception. I miss my father quite a lot, and I know that my missing him will grow over the next few months and year. My dad's and my birthday is next month, one day apart, and it will be an extremely tough weekend. I can't wait to move in, and be done with this chapter of my life. I'm ready to let go, but yet struggling to hold on to all I've ever known. Not long after M and I move out the house I have spent every day of my life in will be put up for sale. I'll be saying good-bye to yet another major part of my life. However much it hurts, change is inevitable and good, or so they say! Labels: Changes |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.