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Sunday, May 24, 2009 Well I guess that my conversation with god/the goddess while my dad was on his death bed was taken seriously.I flat out told her that if she took my father away from me she better give me something to help mend the hole that was about to be torn though my heart. That I didn't expect it to fill the void, nor completely take my mind off the loss of my father. I guess she answered my "demand." I have had a feeling that I've been pregnant for the last week or so, but refused to believe it, nor acknowledge it due to fear. I've had a false positive before and I was scared to take a pregnancy test and see yet another one. I flat out refused to buy one. My entire office has been walking around for the last week and a half saying "Dru's knocked up!" I told them that if they wanted me to take a pregnancy test they would have to buy one because I wasn't going to. So Friday night I came home and noticed some sluffing....you know that horrible looking stuff right before your period...yeah that. So I got extremely depressed because my entire office had really helped boost my feelings about everything, and I thought I was starting my period. So I forced M to go out and buy one, I wouldn't hold it, or touch it, or tell him which one to get, he had to pick it out. I wanted to get the heart break over with before going into the office on Tuesday and dealing with everyone else. The next morning I took the test, and it was positive. I flipped! I was so excited, but then scared because I've had a false positive. So I called the doctor, left a message, and then spoke to an advice nurse because of the meds I'm on. Mike refused to believe that I was pregnant until I took another test. I didn't blame him. So I went to Urgent Care per the advice nurse's instructions, took another pregnancy test, and proceeded to wait for the results from the doctor. I get called in, and he asks how many kids I have, and then how many kids I want. He tells me it's positive, and that he wants to see me in there next year pregnant again. I call M and guess what that ass did! He got notification through e-mail about my lab results and looked them up!!!! Yeah he knew the second set of results before I did! Fucker!!!!! So yeah I'm pregnant, and have my first appointment on Thursday. Nothing major, signing papers, and getting info. Lucky me! Labels: Pregnant |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.