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Friday, May 15, 2009 Ok so it's been a very long time since I posted last. However since my father passed away I have not really felt the desire to blog let alone do anything. This also is due to the bullshit my mother decided to pull when he passed away.However I'm not here to complain, nor bitch about how wrong life has been to me, or the things I don't have that I wish I did. I'm here just to say hi, and let y'all know I'm alive, and kicking....somewhat. Mike and I are going out yet again this weekend in search of our house. We fell in love with one, but it was a short sale, something we won't even touch. We always seem to find one we like, hopefully we'll find "the one" this time around, and there won't be any catches to getting the house. As a lot of you believe, I also believe that if it's meant to happen it will happen. The plus side of all the shit that has happened. I have actually gotten closer to my sister in law.....who would have thought it after all the shit she pulled before my wedding. Surprisingly when my dad died, I think she may have realized what she could loose, and that maybe she doesn't have it so bad. She lost her grandfather at the end of last year and was devastated by it. She's a daddy's girl, and I don't think she could imagine what it would be like to loose her father, and then deal with greedy people on top of it all. Not to mention, school, work, and house hunting. The other plus side....despite of the shit storm, I passed my class with a solid C. I didn't think I was going to even be able to pull that with my serious lack of focus, and will to go on with anything at the moment. However I really proved to myself that even if everything is falling apart around me I can still achieve my goals. Oh and if I don't get my PhD after all this shit I'll be pissed because I wanted my dad to see me get that. On another note! My boobs have been fucking hurting for a week or so now. They've also gotten a little firmer on the sides and under the nipple. I called my doctor because this is early for the tenderness, my period is about a week and a half away when I called her. She told me to wait. Now the funny part!! My co-worker who just found out she's pregnant, and wants company knew they were hurting and that I was calling my doctor. When she called and asked me what the doctor said, and I told her they wanted me to wait another week or so her response was this..."Oh My GOD!!! They'll fucking fall off by then!!!!" I started rolling on the floor after that comment. Also at work! Sadri started bullshit, and when she got called on her big mouth she tried to blame it on me. Luckily the girl who called her on it is a good friend of mine, and I totally love her, knew Sadri was lying. She's known for having a big mouth! I swear I'll have to bring LB to a girly day one time. She's another Libra, like two of my favorite people, and she share's a birthday with Maeve...so does Sadri, but she's seriously screwed in the head, so it makes me wonder what happened lol! So all in all I'm pretty happy, with some major instances of depression but I'm dealing. Tomorrow we're going to the Direct Buy showroom, and seeing if it's worth the membership. Then we're going house hunting. Labels: I'm surviving |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.