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Saturday, November 08, 2008 Ok so I've been long over due for posting a blog. So here it goes!Mike and I have been married for 8 months next Saturday. It's not a long time, but it sure doesn't feel like it's been that long. The time has sure flown by quickly. We're getting close to actually starting the house hunting process, which is both exciting and nerveracking. I'm just looking forward to decorating. I swear I'm a natural born shopper. Halloween was a blast, even after watching a really bad accident occure start to finish. I still have visions of the whole thing from time to time. I always been a person that believes that I get "signs" when I'm suppose to notice things. The other day I saw a patient wearing a Chapman University sweatshirt. Now this is something I rarely see, being it's a smaller private university. Not to mention the person wearing it was an alumni. I once dated a guy who went there, and it made me think of him. So I looked on myspace and found him. Turns out he had looked for me a couple times, and is having a bit of a down time right now. I'm not in the financial place where I could help him let alone anyone with money issues, but I'm always willing to listen. So that's what I've offered. He's taken me up on it a couple times. I'm just hoping I'm of some help. There is only one other thing in my life lately that has been a bit disconcerning. Last year we found out about Walrus' COPD and him having abolut 2 years left to live. Well that was just a year ago, meaning he has a year left. Now I'm a firm believer of a person being capable of more. I believe that if someone has something to live for, they will. However it seems as if he's making his peace, and accepting his fate so to speak. Which in my eyes is not a good thing. I can't change it, though I wish I could. My biggest dream is that he lives long enough for my children to know their grandfather. I'm not ready to let someone else I love go. |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.