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Tuesday, March 11, 2008 I'm fucking done!! I want this whole wedding thing to be over with! Someone please shoot me now and ask me what the fuck was I thinking before they do it. Put a bullet in my brain. Better yet rewind back in time before I said yes, show me the future and then put a bullet in my brain. I'm so fucking tired or the shit, the arguing, the money concerns, etc. I no longer want to deal with them, it or anything. I'm not even looking forward to the honeymoon.....why you ask because of the whole fucking money issue. It's all he seems to think about. I'm marrying my fucking father and I'm ready to scream! I wanted someone who loved me unconditionally, not someone who walks away saying shit under their breath that is pretty fucking hurtful. I'm stressed, I don't feel good, and I just want it all to be over with. Who in the fuck thought up weddings in the first place! Committed relationships fine, marriage I'm not so sure of right now!Labels: Bitter till the fucking end |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.