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Sunday, January 27, 2008 Ok, so I've had 3 total nervous breakdowns since Friday morning. Friday I went to the ER and was given a shot of Adavan (sp) and it helped a little. Today I've have one MASSIVE one which made me incoherent and I had slurred speech. It was so bad my mom and dad thought I overdosed. However I had yet to take any medication because I hadn't eaten anything yet. I can only take my meds when I eat something. I had another one about an hour ago. Am about to have yet another so I'm writing. I am so stressed about the wedding and getting things done that it's taking me over. The worst part about it all, I feel like I'm doing it all alone and all anyone can do is bitch about money. They don't want to help in any other way, call anyone, or anything else, they just want to bitch at me about things that I have done my best at.To top it all off I feel like I'm being set up at work and am constantly paranoid. Can someone please put a bullet in my brain and just end it all. I can no longer deal with this crap. I am affraid that I will end up being catatonic by the end of this week. |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.