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Saturday, November 24, 2007 Well I'm feeling much better as the days move on. Nothing like what I'm used to however. I'm used to feeling like running everywhere by now. I'm almost 4 weeks out and still have little to no energy. I can barely handle a day out for more than a couple hours. Since having my drain tube out I've been feeling a bit better but still lack the energy I had.Last Thursday (Thanksgiving) I met some more of M's family. They apparently wanted to meet the newest family member to make sure they approved. Some I had already met most I hadn't. It was nice to meet everyone and hopefully they approved of me. I actually felt great the entire time I was there. Even played with the 2 three year olds we had running around. They're both totally cute as can be. Since then, I have trouble sleeping, am extremely sore when I do get some sleep, and am exhauseted for the rest of the day. I brush my teeth, change my gauze and that's about all the energy I have. I still have 2 open gaping wounds that are very slowly closing but closing none the less. One is closing much faster than the other. I'm hoping once the one closes the other will catch up. One of the main reasons.....I can't have sex until then. I can't really take large steps and I have to physically lift my ass up into my car before my legs because I may tear the wounds. My boobs of course healed wounderfully. Oh I also started my period Thursday night so I attribute this to me feeling like crap as well. All in all I feel icky and just wanna sleep. Tomorrow we meet with our coordinator Gil to finalize invitations, timeline, and a couple other things. Next week I hope to meet with D to finalize linens and table decore. We have yet to decide on a centerpiece. I have told M to completely scrap the idea of a string quartet because the flowers mean more to me than that. We'll have a bag piper there, I'm just hoping it doesn't get on everyone's nerves to far into the whole thing. Ok I can't think of anything else to write even if it is a weird ending.....I'll write later! |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.