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Friday, November 09, 2007 Hi all, I'm alive or somewhat!! I'm not in a whole hell lot of pain like I was but I'm still sore as can be. It's hard for me to move around and I HATE drain tubes! Sleeping is a major issue. Breast implants hurt like a bitch, just so you know, but are tottally worth it. Recovery has been a LOT harder this time. I have no energy what so-ever and am VERY depressed. Not to mention the constipation this time was 100 times worse than with the tummy tuck, that I almost ended up in the emergency room. Other than my mom being the typical mom that I need when I'm sick it's seriously like I'm alone. I find myself sleeping 90% of the day. IM has done better but I still find him locking himself in his room for hours on end playing video games or playing on the computer. I feel as if I ask anything of him or my father that it's going to be the end all of their worlds. I managed to get the save-the-dates printed up and sent out all on my own. However this whole wedding thing is even becoming depressing for me right now. I just don't want to deal with it, any of it. I just want to feel better and go on with my life. Maggie is my little light at the end of my tunnel, she spends the day with me, plays games and gives me puppy breath kisses. I don't know how much worse I'd be feeling if I didn't have her. She's my little piddle bug and even though she manages to piddle a tiny tiny bit on things when she gets excited I love it. She gets excited at just the sight of me and is my little bundle of joy. |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.