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Monday, October 15, 2007 Ok so this week marks 2 weeks until my next surgery. So this means naturally I'm starting to FREAK OUT! However accompanied by this freaking out is my PMSing....I start my period next Monday. I have my pre-op on Wed. This is when we get to take my ever favorite before and after pictures....ewww, and I get to pick out my implants...yaaaaaa! Yes my boobs are big, but they have dropped back down due to the skin being so thin. The lift was needed to make them point forward but now I need implants to make them look decent again. I am really glad this is my last surgery for a while. I will most likely wait until I have all my kids to have others if I need to....we'll see.Along with all this stupid internal turmoil that I'm facing there has been non stop drama at work. You would hope that for once I could find a department where there weren't issues with something. I'm now at the realistic realization that this will never happen. I know there will always be office politics but fuck! It has me as well as 4 other co-workers asking themselves...what the hell have/has I/she done to deserve such treatment and hatered from these other women I work with. So tomorrow after all the drama came to a head we're having a meeting 4 against 1. Myself and 3 other co-workers against the fire-starter. She thinks this only has to do with the union bs that just happened...that's a whole different issue on it's own. However I'll be pulling the carpet from under her. It has now gone past hurt to pissed. I've set my mind up and watch the fuck out I want blood. I made my mind up about my past supervisor and she was forced into retirement, so help me god if I have to do the same I will. I'm so tired of women who are twice my age behaving like high school bitches. What happened to being a responsible adult and behaving like one? I'll make the union thing really short! I have been dying to become a steward since the issues with my last supervisor. I got my entire department to sign the Union Steward Nomination Form....all of them....all 8 of them. Then when we had the secret ballot voting it was 4 for us 5 against. Yeah 9 votes. I had to vote for myself so that was a yes, so did Adri, Carol, and Jo. That makes the 4 yes votes, it wasn't fucking hard to figure out who the other 5 are. Now mind you.....one of our regular nurses was out on vacation and he didn't vote. However our long term temp (who doesn't know me) got talked into voting against me. How do I know this, Adri asked if her vote was influenced and she said yes, J and R influenced her. Now this is where all the bs happened. This temp, who shouldn't have the right to vote for a department she's only working in for 2-3 months, went to R claiming that Adri asked how she voted which sent the whole fucking dept in an uproar. Adri is my friend and so help me I'm out for blood for false accusations. Especially since I'm the one who said uh duh it isn't hard to figure out who voted against me, and told them the names. I may be slightly blonde but I'm not stupid. Wedding front.....I found the design for M's groom cake. D our site coordinator's reaction.....OMG that's so Cora! Yeah go figure, but he'll love it, his mother loves it. Our centerpieces are still under construction after the severe disappointment with the first try....I literally wanted to cry....they were pathetic. The flowers were gorgeous, but the construction of it and the description we originally got were two completely different things. I thought I ordered the save-the-dates and apparently I didn't...I have no idea!!!!! Oh next weekend I get to do my dress inspection....after canceling it for the 2nd time due to work, or other shit! Maggie is great. She's a little terror and I can't wait to take her to play with some other doggies. I'd love to see her play with Maeve's dog Sam who's like 30x her size....literally! She get's her last set of shots not this weekend but the following and then she'll be able to attend puppy classes. YAAAAAA Ok I'm done! Please send me some calming thoughts and positive prayers on the day of my surgery....I'm getting really scared due to the whole issues I have each time with the iv's and drains...yeah I get those again! |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.