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Tuesday, September 11, 2007 Ok so I'm in mad love with my doggies and can't help by show it to everyone!!!
Ok so enought about my two baby girls! I'm starting to freak out! Why you ask. Let's see....this Saturday marks exactly 6 months until my wedding. The 1st of the month marked exactly 2 months until my last (hopefully) surgery, and when I get back from my last surgery I have exactly 3 months and 12 days until my wedding. Yeah can we say ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! On top of all my obsessing (as if you couldn't tell) they've switched my birth control method. I was on depo shots for over 2 years. When I went in to talk to my new OB/GYN about how long I should be on it before we try to start to try and get pregnant his immediate words are I want you off of it NOW!!! Not because I'll have issues getting pregnant (that we know of yet) but because studies have shown that since it stops the flow of estrogen almost totally it can cause meopause like symptoms including but not limited to osteoperosis...yeah like I need that on top of other shit. So he has now put my on the Nuva Ring. I would have rather taken the pill however since I had the bypass I can't absorb the pill so it's rather pointless. He also put me on it to help regulate my periods (which has never happened) but to maybe also help increase the possibilities of me getting pregnant when we decide it's the right time. We'll see how it all goes. I'm not exactly thrilled about a plastic piece of hormone's inside my body but oh well!! The estrogen has however increased my obsessive compulsiveness as well as the anexity that I've been having before the switch. So now I get to hopefully up my dosages of valium or change the prescription....I'm hoping up it! Work is going good, I didn't have to deal with all the drama last week...thank god. I will be becoming a union steward in the near future...which I'm sure my boss isn't happy about because as everyone now knows.....I don't put up with shit period. I don't give a fuck who the hell you are. You treat me as I treat you reguardless of title, diploma, or seniority. I am a person and you will treat me as well as the others I work with as your equal no matter what. Yeah I think everyone (or so I hope) has already come to realize I'm the wrong person to piss off. Especially since I called a "superior" on her bullshit and told her boss about her antics as well as the others in her department. It's called you piss me off and go after one of my close co-workers, I'm going to get your ass in trouble and it will be mine hehehehehehehe! Needless to say since then, she and others have left me the fuck alone. Knocking on wood it stays like that.....hehehehehehehe I said Wood!!! Ok so as soon as my puppy get's her shots I need girly time. Seriously I need girly time! I need to see my Lili (badly), Maeve, Athena, and Aussie. I need to eat cake, drink massive ammounts of alcohol and just veg.....HELP!!! Labels: Mad love and obsessive thoughts |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.
