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Wednesday, August 01, 2007  I'm sad to say this is one of two pictures I have of Violet left. The other is on my phone. I can't believe I only have these two of her. I'm still reeling from her death and miss her more than anything. I think the only things keeping me from breaking down are M and work right now. I went to work the day after she passed and had a full on break down. It's been a week and I'm still hurting a lot inside. M and I have talked very little about getting another doggy for Lucy. We don't know if to get one now or wait until we're moved out. I'm on the fence about it. I worry about Lucy that she's lonely and depressed about loosing a second playmate...the first was Prince. She is quiet and doesn't want to play with her toys. I don't want to loose yet another dog and I don't want to put her through it again either. I'm going through my thrid week of a 6 day week and I'm getting burnt out. The overtime pay is nice I must admitt but I'm getting burnt out. I need to pick out my invitations for my wedding as well as do the food and cake tasting. I don't have any time during the weekends and have no idea when I'll get time. M and I luckly found a weekend to get a vacation together. We haven't had one where it was just us since last year for my birthday. I need a break eventually lol!! |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.