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Wednesday, August 15, 2007 Well the invitation meeting went decently. However M was very uncoperative so to speak. Our coordinator Gil pulled out a celtic design that a couple of hers designed and we both liked it. However I wasn't crazy about the whole thing and I'm still undecided about the whole issue. Every other invitation I showed M got the....yaaaaaaaaaa it's ok answer. To which the evil me inside my head jumped him and started to strangle him!We didn't end up doing my hair trial for the wedding, however we did change the whole look.......and I LOVE IT! I'm wearing it down every day to keep from causing to much damage/breakage. I'm now also taking prenatal vitamins....not because I'm pregnant but because I was told it's the best thing for hair growth and strength. My favorite hairstylist and I are going to go out and go wiglet shopping for extensions as well as talk about how I want to wear it. Sunday was my food and cake tasting. It went really well. M tried everything, except the green beans and the carrots I think. Suprisingly I didn't choose the filet mingon...yeah go figure right!! I chose a chicken dish and a pork dish.....they were both amazing. You all know how picky my tastes are when it comes to food. Then it was on to the cake tasting and I'm not telling you what we chose except that our wedding cake is pretty traditional and the grooms cake is not! Grooms cakes are typically chocolate on chocolate...M went against the traditional (which I can't blame him) and went with a white cake with different fillings (Aussie I'm not telling you :-P)!! My mom may end up hating our wedding cake but oh well it's not her wedding and she's not paying for a damned thing! My wedding dress is in now and I have to go do my first fittings for it soon. However I'm not exactly sure I can even start that process until I finish my last surgery since my boobs will be a cup or 2 bigger....and hopefully perkier this time around....my fucking skin sucks! Work is going ok....my supervisor now has no choice but to approve my time request off for my surgery since I have my wonderful surgeon write a letter...I love that man. Not to mention he's a total cutie. I seriously hate M's boss to put it bluntly! (Yes this blog makes no sense at all) I put in my request for time off for our honeymoon last month (and got it approved this week). He has finally talked to his boss and she has refuesed to give him the time off after our wedding. Honestly she did nothing short of asking us to change the fucking date. She's lucky she doesn't have me to deal with because I'd kill the bitch! So now we have to take our honeymoon during the first week of April. Not that much further however we both have to go back to work the Monday after our wedding because asking for that week off plus the 2 in April (yes I said 2) would be a stretch. We asked for 3 originall because we're going out of the country...however the cunt that Mike works under said that was absolutly out of the question as well and said 2 is pushing it but do able if they HAD to! Cunt! Have an appointment with my psychiatrist to talk about my meds (can you tell I need them lol). I'm hoping he gives me something for anexity, and to turn my damned obsessive brain off. I'm so tired of obsessing over shit I can't tell you. I have done the "ok you're obsessing you need to relax and just get over it" shit my whole life and it doesn't work. I need help damnit and a helmet to ride the short bus while you're at it ok!!! Oh and if you can drug me up enough not to give a damn about a thing except me, myself, I and M.....and maybe my friends and family too lol! Last but not least!!!!! My maid of honor got her shit together finally and is now up going to Humbolt University. It's about fucking time!!! (Yeah I know I need to get my ass in gear too) She will hopefully stay clean and sober. Especially since this is a major pot smoking school I'm really hoping she doesn't trade alcohol for pot. She's already done other drugs besides pot and I don't want to see her fuck herself up again. However not my problem if she does! Ok I'm done I'm going to bed! Oh yeah side note!! Had the best sex ever last night. Seems like the dry spell is over. I plan on riding M hard and putting him away wet as Maeve would tell me to do lol!!! Labels: Lord am I insane or what |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.