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Sunday, June 10, 2007 So since I haven't posted about the goings on in my life I think I will!!Nothing really exciting has happened except my complete nervous break down due to depression and really bad insomnia. I went to urgent care on Wednesday night (I think) and proceeded to get pills for my insomnia trazadone (sp) is my friend and I love it. I had just had my preop that day and was luckly prescribed valium for anxiety for my pending surgery on June 21st. I'm excited about it but really fucking nervous too. I'll be having my thighs lipoed to make them semetrical to the rest of me and a cheek implant to fix the boney malformation on my left cheek. M and I have switched florists and are saving about $800 to $1000 on flowers which either will be saved completely or spent on some other aspect. I'm hoping saved but things always come up one way or another. Our now x florist is trying to pull crap and if you know me you know I don't deal with peoples bullshit and refuse to let her pull it. Especially when I'm paying for a service you better not dick me over or I swear I will become the bridezilla you don't want to fuck with! M is getting me a new car shortly. He has had nothing but issues with his and was originally going to get an Accord. However we found out that the Accord (base model) costs the same as the Dodge Nitro I want. The difference is the Nitro I want is fully loaded and is the same on gas milage. Where we made the decision was here. We're going to be getting married and eventually having kids and I'll be the one driving them around most of the time. Not only that but I drive off peak hours to work. M will be taking the Corolla and driving that to and from work to save on gas. He works in Irwindale and has to deal with a commute every day....I don't hehehehe!! So as soon as the bs with the pinkslip is over I'll be getting a new car. Yesterday I got to spend the days with the girls (Maeve and Lilli). I have missed seeing Lilli so much! I don't get to see her often enough. Maeve supplied my now crack habbit with a big box of candles and candle holders. We drank, had GOOD food, and drank some more. I actually passed out on the couch and probably missed a bit of the fun but it was nice to be able to pass out for a change. I came home and got sick however from in and out that I picked up on the way home. I don't want in and out for a while (the food that is not sex)! Work has been pretty great I'm gettin a lot of compliments from my co-workers and boss. It's so nice not to worry every day that someone is going to come and be a bitch to you. I got a lot of attention on Friday though. M had a dozen long stemed red roses sent to me to cheer me up after the whole urgent care thing and I was litterally dumbfounded for an hour or so. The patient I had in front of me even comented.....We'll she's forgotten about me!!!!....He was joking but to be honest I almost did! :-D |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.