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Wednesday, February 07, 2007 Ok so I'm bored as hell and blogging about technically nothing but my obsessive dreams.The last couple days all I have done is have this repetitive dream. I have been hanging out with my best friend J and her sisiter Jor (which is not on my good side) we're picking up my marriage license, etc. In the midst of all this we're talking about the wedding, and I realize that I can't remember ANYTHING about it. I can't remember waking up, getting my hair done, my make up done, wearing the dress, or saying our vows. I'm freaking out as to why I can't remember the details. I tell J that it's like I wasn't even there and it still happened. (ok goofy side note, Violet my doggy and Alec my kitty are playing on the couch and oh so cute!) Back to blogging.....Then I look down at my hand and there's a wedding band and it's hideous! It's yellow gold (which I don't personally like all that much) but it's made out of very thin gold thread. It can bend and collapse, and possibly tear. To which I'm freaking out yet again and demand that I get a new one now that I like. So M takes me to our favorite jewlery store and we start looking, and looking, and looking and looking....I can't find one I like let alone a wedding band in the store. I'm so upset I'm on the verge of crying......then I wake up! It's almost a year to our wedding and I'm starting to have obsessive dreams about it. Now I've always dreamed about my wedding, but not like this. I'm now sweating the details, and affraid of forgetting things, as well as the whole wedding itself. Now do I think that will honestly happen no, but I'm still having dreams about it. Anyone have any ideas as to what it all means?!?!? |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.