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Tuesday, January 23, 2007 Ok so I'm wide awake and can't sleep....why you ask, because M has taken a week away to regroup and have alone time. I can't blame him in the slightest due to the fact he's living here with myself, my mother and father not to mention the small zoo. On top of this he quit his job/they asked him to leave early. He gave his 2 weeks notice and they told him just to pack it up and go. However his boss did inform him that they will give him a good recommendation and he can use him as a reference and if asked he will say that they would hire him again. I will say that I'm so relieved that he quit his job. He was miserable and quite bluntly was an asshole quite a bit of the time. We've never really gotten into arguments but when it started to go down hill it went down quickly and took all of him with it. So that's over and done with, and he's been going on interview after interview...his phone is ringing non stop. I'm hoping he finds something he can stay in long term.My next surgery is coming up in a week and a half...Feb 1st....and I'm having anxiety issues with this one. I had so many issues with the last one I'm quite scared. I'm more scared of the needle with the anesthesia because of how the asshole drilled for shit last time....I don't know if I told you but they tried 5 times on my right hand, 4 times on my left and then he looks at me and goes we're going to try your feet next. I seriously looked at him and told him, look ass if you go for my feet and don't have me drugged I will kick you in the face get up and walk out. He said that he wasn't having a problem getting a vein just getting it to thread. I told him to fucking knock me out. So needless to say I'm dreading having to go through that again...oh and he's the only asshole that's had problems! The other thing I'm fretting is the pain on my boobs, and the constipation again. I never want to be in that much pain again. I'm taking every laxative I can after to make sure I don't hurt like that again. Wedding news...I love Du, and my mom and J love the location. Du is the guy who runs the catering company along with his wife Co...I think Du is as gay as the day is long...either that or EXTREMELY metro-sexual. Poor guy has it in for him when it comes to me. He says what I want to hear and that's all that matters. Ok I'm going to run and see if I can sleep... |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.