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Friday, November 03, 2006 So it's been a while since I've posted.....I've been pretty busy with work...that's right I've actually been working lately. They have had me working straight the last 2 weeks, I'll be working all next week, and for sure full time all Thanksgiving week including the day after Thanksgiving. BTW there's something seriously wrong about working the day after Thanksgiving. I'm getting more and more nervous about my surgeries coming up. It's a little over a month away but I'm starting to get really nervous. The surgeries I'm having are much more invasive that the gastric bypass and are going to take longer. Not to mention M might not be there when I wake up. So that just adds more unneeded stress for me! However as long as he's there when I go in for surgery I should be a bit more at ease. I'm going to be begging the doctor for valium because I know I won't sleep the night before if I don't have it. I'm really looking forward to the holidays, and I can already sense Christmas coming. I'm one of the dorks that LOVE LOVE LOVE listening to kost 103.5 while they play their Christmas music. It's actually all I listen to from the day they start it to the day it ends. I guess this is what comes of not getting to celebrate/decorate Christmas for years on end. Thanksgiving is just around the cornor and I can't wait for that either. I'll be going to Maeve's on the 18th to watch her and S renew their vows....awwwwww and then cooking my own dinner on the 23 as well as visiting M's grandmother. Then it's back to work on Friday as I said earlier, and then off to babysit my soon to be niece and nephew for the whole weekend. That weekend is sure to be stressful as hell. I love my niece but she seriously lacks any disipline from her parents, she get's everything she wants and is rarely told no. She is 5 and sleeps in her parents bed (which is odd to me when the child is totally normal). That opinion may change when I have my own children. I am very much set on the thought of, she's going to sleep in her own bed that weekend. All I can say is I hope that I can follow through with that. It's going to be hard when there are limits on disciplining a child......ahhhhh I'm not looking forward to that. Any ideas ladies? |