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Tuesday, August 29, 2006 Ok so I'm a bit behind on the whole subject of money that Athena and Lili have been talking about but I figured I'd talk about it as well.Let's just put it simply....I HATE MONEY!!! I loath money!!!! Yeah I'm being honest!!! However I'm not totally naive with realizing that money is what makes the world go round, and in order to stay afloat you need to have some. With that said though, I still hate and detest it! This is the reason I have made M the sole controller of $$ when we get married. I don't want to deal with it. I've told him to simply give me an allowance for a month, and leave it at that. I don't want to deal with bills, or anything else. This in turn makes both of our lives easier. If he tells me we don't have it, we don't have it and I'm fine with that. Yeah I'm the princess who wants everything, but I'm more than willing to compromise in that. Thankfully he knows and sees that in me. If you are wondering why I dislike money so much, all you have to do is take a look at my mother. Her whole life including the love she has for me, only revolves around money. How much she has, how much I make, how much it costs her, and how much of what I earn she gets. I'm just glad that someone has finally gotten to see what I've had to deal with since childhood. I can't tell you how good it feels to have your feelings validated and realize that you aren't crazy. So there it is, my money issues in a nut shell!!! Yeah I'm a dork!! On other fronts. I still like working with Kaiser, and like every job it has it's ups and downs. The downs so far is that I'm the On Call guinea pig and people want to see how much they can abuse me, and how far they can push things without being caught by the union we have. That and dealing with my supervisor!! I have not met one person that works with her that doesn't have something very negative to say about her. This in turn makes me really cautious. Not only that but I got to see how people are when she's around and when she's gone on vacation. Can I say it's like night and day!! I'm about to call our compliance office on her if she tells me that my shirt is to low cut again. I'm sorry, I buy clothes off the rack like everyone else and if you choose to pin point me because I have a big chest then you have a problem. A girl with smaller boobs can buy the same shirt and because nothing shows she won't say anything, but with me she will. The few times I've had to deal with her she's looked at my chest, and looked me up and down (very obviously too) with what I'm wearing. I don't wear low cut shirts to work ever, so when she says it's to low cut and I swear only an inch (yes I measured it) of my cleavage is showing, they have an issue. She makes me very uncomfortable! I'm probably going to take my sister in laws advice and tell her that if she continues to look at my chest I will press sexual harassment charges. I'm hoping to god I get to transfer, and get a permanent position. I need the health insurance, and not only that but the $$ so I can save for the wedding. Speaking of the wedding.....as I think I've said before my mom is not paying for my wedding AT ALL!!! None of it, most likely not even my dress. Which is fine with me, that way she can't hold it over my head. She is however supposedly going to pay for my surgeries.....we'll see!! I'm waiting to see how much of the money my grandmother left the both of us (in her eyes only her) is gone. I have a feeling it's all gone! I am looking so forward to the housing market going down further I can't tell you. Here's hoping it takes a big shit that way M and I can find something decent in our price range. |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.