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Wednesday, May 17, 2006 Is it possible to kill someone and get away with it?? I swear I'm going to kill my father!! He only hears what he wants to hear like so many men do. I told him I wanted to cook the pork loin we had in the freezer so he naturally assumed today I was going to. He completelly forgot that I had class tonight like I have every Thursday night for the last 3 or so months. So when I told him my mother was on her way home, he said ok lets go start cooking, I said I can't I have class tonight to which he got pissed as hell as said, "Why did you tell me to put the pork loin out then!" I told him I didn't he just assumed I did. So what does he do he goes into the kitchen to put it away and I tell him no just cook it, he shouldn't have a problem doing so. Mind you I'm still on the phone with my mother, and he's still bitching and the conversation went like this.....Father: (mumbbeling) "Fucking bitch why the fuck then did she tell me to put this fucking thing out!" Me: "I heard that!" Father: "GOOD" Me: "You know if you have a fucking problem with me you need to deal with it on your own time, I don't need to deal with you right now! I have school, and honestly that's more important than your fucking pitty party. It's not my fault you have selective hearing. If you have something to say, say it to my face don't be a fucking coward and say it under your breath. Once again if you have a problem deal with it on your own and leave me and everyone else out of it!! You're disrespectful attitude is bullshit!" (Yeah I actually said all that to my father) Father: "Fuck You!" Me: "Right back at ya asshole!" Mother: (on the phone after hearing all of this) "I'm glad you told him off and stood up to his bullshit. Not one thing you said was wrong, and the asshole needs to hear it." Me: "Thank's I'm so damn tired of his poor me attitude." Mother: "I know what you mean! I'm going to go Walrus is calling" Me: "Ok but you may want to pick something up or fix the pork loin yourself he's going to be a jackass about it for the next couple weeks." Mother: "Ok love you bye! I love my father very much, but his attitude is bullshit. If he's unhappy he needs to seek councling like most do. However we've presented him with that option and he refuses to seek help for his depression. We can't do anything else! I understand being unhappy hell it's not like I haven't been, but displacing your anger on something/someone else is unaccaptable! I will be soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad when I'm out of this damn house.....6-8 months minimum!! Well I'm off to school here's hoping the rest of the week goes better. Oh yeah on a side note...I'm off yet another week because of my damned foot and ankle. I also get to have physical therepy!! Yipee! You know I'm not missing anything! |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.