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Monday, December 19, 2005 FINALLY!!! He got the balls to go after what he wanted so to speak......That's right I'm dating someone again. You'll never guess who, because honestly I didn't!! That's right girlies......my best friend. You know the one you met at Maeve's b-day. It took him months of going back and forth (and me too lets face it) of I want something with her, but I don't want to ruin what we already have. I did it too, but with him I refused to make the first move...I'm so tired of being the one to chase. I mean everyone always was asking about us being together, saying we would be, or asking why we weren't. Though I'm a firm believer in things happen for a reason, and when they're suppose to. He's been my closest friend for 2 years. He was there when USC did what he did to me twice. Not to mention the death of my grandmother, my surgery, the loss of my doggy, my mothers fall and surgery, etc etc. the list goes on and on. I've been there through the psycho women he's dated, and well his extremely passive ways. Which I'm slowly breaking him of....THANK GOD!!! I finally got tired of it.....we cuddle, sleep together (we've never been intimate mind you) hold eachother, acted like we were together since my surgery basically. I was so tired of playing this guessing game with not only him but myself. So yesterday after hanging on eachother all day, whild at Disneyland...we got passes, I looked at him and told him that I wished he would be a bit more aggressive. Low and behold we got inside the Haunted Mansion (btw LOVE IT) and that was that we've been "dating" ever since. Oh yeah and having a captivated audiance while kissing someone you're infatuated with is rather intersting. I got home told my mother, and it was weird because we were both dropping hints and she didn't pick up on it nor did she see us kiss. So when we finally came out and told her she was like, you 2 were kissing, well it's about damn time, am I suppose to be surprised. That's about the same reaction we've gotten from everyone. So needless to say I'm a very happy camper! He is deffiently one my parents, friends, and animals (most important) love. Not to mention he will support every decision I make for myself. |