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Monday, December 26, 2005 Can I just say that I had the most amazing weekend, let alone Christmas since I was a little girl. We decorated this year (haven't decorated since I was 14/16 years old) not to mention I spent it with the man I'm head over heals in love with. Which btw came as a shock to me....for everyone else though that has found out about us, they aren't at all surprised. It seems that everyone knew (which I see now) that we were going to ultimatly end up being with eachother. This weekend he told me he was in love with me, which I was relieved to hear. I had been trying my hardest not to say I love you, especially since we always told eachother "I love you" before we were dating, however it bloomed into something entirely different. When I told my mother she gave the the "and I'm supposed to be shocked" look and comment. She then told me, "He's had two years to fall in love with you, why are you surprised that he said it?" I knew it was right in my heart but for some reason I needed the approval of my mother. What can I say my mother and I have a very stong bond, even when I hate her I love her. I will say that I'm very lucky that I've been friends with him for 2 years before anything happened between us. It gave us time to know eachother good and bad, and let us learn eachothers traits and habbits first.I'm a very very very happy girl right now!! I'm also looking forward to New Years Eve. He and I are going to Disneyland to celebrate as well as one of my favorite restaurants Catal to celebrate bringing in the new year. I know it's going to be packed and cold, but I'm looking forward to having him hold me to stay warm. Isn't it sickening how mushy you get when you're crazy for someone. |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.