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Monday, September 05, 2005 So it's that time of year again! Seems to be the time for me to turn into the true Cancer I am and return into my shell. I turn into a damn hermit at least once a year and can feel it coming on again. I just want to spend time alone. I really don't know what drives me to be so withdrawn, but I know that without fail it happens once a year. I guess it's just like hybernation. I decide to turn inwards and just be me with me. I don't want to deal with anyone, or anything it seems. It's deffiently damn hard from anyone to get me out and about too once I've set my mind to being reclusive. Yes I'm a stubborn cancer, but what cancer isn't lol!!I guess the biggest reason for my post is so people don't assume I'm ignoring them yet again. It's just time for personal reflection. Alone time, me time, where I can just relax and ignor the happenings going on around me. |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.