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Wednesday, June 01, 2005 So today I had another interview. This one went a LOT better than yesterdays. I would really enjoy getting this job also. I would get to work in a nice office with sweet people, and it's not to far from home either. So I'm keeping my fingers crossed.However before I left for the interview I got to deal with my x USC. He finally had the balls to talk to me! Basically it was him being an ass. At one point he said, we're good together and I like you, but we're just not ment to be. To which I replied I don't need to hear that right now. He asked why and I told him I had an interview and that the last thing I want to be doing is crying before it. He asked why I would cry and I said because I still and always have loved him. Blah Blah Blah you get the idea that it was a pretty bad converstion. Though I will admit to keeping my composure about me. That was until I walked down the hallway to my father yelling at me about some frivolous problem. As soon as he did that I lost it!! I became a blubbering mess, and he was kind of freaked out by it. I pulled myself together, dried my hair, and was on my way. I called Gypsy and talked to her the entire way to the interview which I really needed. She agreed that USC is an asshole, which is true and that he should be more of a man about certain things. After the interview I headed to my mom's for lunch for more encouragement and support about the whole fucking morning. We ate lunch and I had a small dumping episode...from what I have no idea. So now I'm home and doing pretty well I must say. I have to get rid of USC's crap, so I will drive up there unannounced one day and give it to him. That way he can't run and hide from me. I'm also hoping to see his kids when I go up there. I hate admitting that I love someone who can be so cruel but I do, and I LOVE his kids. I'm being good though and moving on with my life like I should. |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.