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Monday, June 06, 2005 This weekend was GREAT!!! Friday was King Phatness' b-day party and I had a lot of fun. However it seemed like the couch in their grauge had a black cloud over it, because who ever sat in it became in a blah type mood. I got out of it after a few hours and was immediatly happy so I'm guessing it was just a bad day for the couch. LOL!!Saturday was like a girls day it seemed like. Gypsy, Asia, Kat, Queen Phatness, Muchkin, and Renee showed up to go swimming, and eat fried chicken with gravey. I made enough food for a damn army.....per my usual! I think everyone enjoyed the food, they all complimented me on it, so I'm pretty sure they did. Afterwards I called JA and asked if he wanted to go out, he said he'd call me back, and well he never did...buttmuch! So 5 of us girls headed to a new club to cause discomfort and dance our butts off. The place is GHETTO!!! I was pretty glad that a certain someone was paranoid as hell that we were there having a good time. It made me happy, especially after a shitty fucking drive there. I felt really bad about getting in a traffic jam and also getting lost. Because I was SOO uptight I asked my girl Gypsy for a ciggy. I haven't had one since Sept.1, 1999 so I figured I'd survive. I ended up having a grand total of 3 ciggy's throughout the entire night and vowed that I wouldn't have anymore ever. Probaby not for another 6 years or so!!! Oh yeah the club was packed far beyond the fire limit, it was hot as hell, and I'm NEVER going to go back. Ok I should never say never, but there's a really good fucking chance I won't. I really hope that our usual club is open next weekend. My comfort level is much higher there, and I know I'll be surrounded by people I know and like. So I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Tonight I'm going to a movie with Trent. I'm keeping him as a friend but I'm 95% sure I do not want anything more with him, ever!! He's a nice guy and all but he has NO potential, no goals, and I don't need a liability. I want an equal partner. Someone who drives a car, has a good stable career, is responsible, etc. Those are things I don't really see in Trent. So I'm not going to start anything with him. It will be only friendship, and that's it. I may have to however make that 100% clear to him, because I don't know if he has realized I'm a bit standoffish towards him or not. I don't give men any credit for thinking because honestly most can't think for themselves. Here's hoping for a GREAT week. |
About Myself
I'm a newlywed who got married on March 15,2008.
I'm currently living at home with my mother, husband,
2 dogs, 3 cats, and 5 tortises. We're saving up for
our first how which we'll hopefully buy soon. I'd
love to start our family, but that like everything
comes in it's own time.
I recently lost my father, and am dealing with his
death the best way I know how. Surrounding myself
with the people I love, and enjoying life like he
would have wanted me to.